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Name: Scarlett
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Sikeston
Birthday: 12/15/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Music, writing (poems, short stories, etc.) stuff like that.
Occupation: Student


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Saturday, February 24, 2007

blah.

haha. so, after a little deliberation, i have decided to keep this. although i don't have much to say at this particular moment, i will repost something i put on myspace, and then my current feelings on it.

i'm tired of feeling like i mess everything up.
i'm tired of feeling worthless.
i'm tired of feeling like my friends don't really like me.
i'm tired of feeling like i'm a burden.
i'm tired of people pretending to care.
i'm tired of all this crying.
i'm tired of trying to hide behind my smiles and jokes.
i'm tired of being stressed out.
i'm tired of the drama.
i'm tired of feeling like it's all my fault.

i need more time for myself.
i need to have my real friends around.
i need to feel wanted.
i need to feel happy.
i need to feel like you actually care.
i need to feel like i'm doing things right.
i need to feel like you want me around.
i need to stop pushing the ones i love away.
i need to feel safe.
i need to feel needed.

i miss my grandpa.
i miss the good times with my friends.
i miss the amazing feeling i had at Shoutfest and Acquire the Fire.
i miss the satisfaction of a job well done.
i miss knowing at the end of the day, everything was okay.
i miss sleepovers.
i miss the feeling that i had going to dance class.
i miss the adrenaline of being on stage.
i miss who i used to be.
i miss feeling carefree.



about 30 minutes after i wrote this, my couple of my amazing friends and boyfriend came and got me out of the house. i probably would have layed in the house and cried all day, but they came and got me. and for that, i am thankful. i have the best friends in the world. and i have no idea what i would ever do without them.

 

scarlett


hm..

so.. i kinda sorta forgot i had this thing until someone started talking about it the other day. i can't decide i want to delete it, or keep going with it. so... i shall make my decision. haha

 

scarlett


Saturday, October 14, 2006

Maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me..

Hooray!!

I'm the happiest that i've been in awhile. things are good... and i'm LOVING it. it's about time things are working out well.. haha.

Talent show tomorrow night (10-14-06) go watch it! it's gonna be great! haha.

 

sorry so short.. but i've said what i needed to.

 

<3~Scarlett


Monday, October 09, 2006

hooray!

so, i'm going out with Devan now. i'm majorly excited.. he's a good guy.. so i'm hoping this will work out this time. *crosses fingers* lol..

blech. i'm kinda sorta sick.. and i have a doctors appointment in 2 hours. not cool.

so glad we don't have school today.. i would be SOO miserable. although.. i would be able to see Devan. haha.. i could deal.

sorry such a short entry but i'm like.. crazy hungry.. so i'm off to get something to eat.

 

<3

scarlett


Friday, October 06, 2006

..rawr..

well hello there. it's been awhile.. things are okay.. they've been better. so, things didn't work out like i wanted them to. but, when do they ever? i mean really. but yea. i haven't talked to him in over a week, and i haven't tried to get ahold of him in over a week. i got tired of hearing his voicemail come up. i guess he doesn't know how to call people back either. but, oh well. boy will he be in for a surprise when he tries to call me up and act like he's my best friend.. or better yet, next time he's in town.

anyway. so there might be this guy. not quite sure how things will work quite yet.. but hopefully it will be good this time. this guy is better.. plus, he's not an hour and a half away. haha. but i don't know.. maybe we'll see what happens tonight at the game.

i still miss last year's seniors like crazy! they (well most of them) were so awesome.. haha.

dane cook is hilarious. everyone should go check him out www.danecook.com or look him up on www.youtube.com he's too funny!

haha.. can't wait until the school talent show. it's gonna be freakin sweet! seriously.. i'm stoked. i mean, how many times do i get to dress up like a dude and pretend to sing an Nsync song?? NEVER!! haha it's gonna be fantastic.. not to mention our little fan girls are HOTT! (HAHAHA) but yea. its pretty crazy, and you should all come if you can.

well, i have to go get ready for the game, so i guess that's all for now.

 

<3~Scarlett

 



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